Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Treadmill vs. Tracy

I ran at the gym because I wanted to watch MTV. No joke. I think treadmill running is hard though--I get super sweatygrossyucky. But the videos! So I'm trudging through a 5 mile run and this comes on. Totally not cute. I started to listen to the lyrics:

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your loving, your loving behind
You can't carry it with you if you want to survive

I miss Lauryn so much every day and running allows me to focus on this loss, this missing. I will run fast for my sister. In 45 days, I will run fast for my sister. 

t.


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  1. AnonymousApril 20, 2010 at 11:26 AM

    please dont start counting down the days!

    i like the treadmill... controlled temps, no wind, the road moves under me... not me moving over the road. i am going to have to really start pushing.

    can you believe i havent made it to the gym yet??! i want to soooo bad, when can i get away... if i leave my house the laundry multiplies (i dont know what it is doning while no one is watching)... the children turn into snacking animals leaving trails back to their feeding ground.
    HELP!

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